Days went on and weeks crept by . I finally understood that love couldn't be forced .
The one I've waited for all these years had appeared .
Argh , I couldnt believe that god was that merciful to me .
He's like so perfect in his appearance that i began to feel that i dont deserve him .
But yes , it comes w a price .
Dear is a busy man , im' not very sure what he is busy w precisely .
Due to his busy schedule , i feel kind of left out in his world >.< .
Dear god , would you please grant me more time with him please ?
Tht's one of my biggest wish this yr ;[ .
Dear , if you happen to see this post , dont be upset .
I love you (: .