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Conclusion for the jc life//Monday, December 3, 2012//7:52 AM

I had finally came to an end of my jc curriculum . Right now i would like to reflect what had happened over the last 2 yrs .
I still rmb how reluctantly i stepped into yjc in the beginning of year 2011 . I didnt want to admit to a jc nor do i want to go to the university . Deep inside my mind , i was telling myself i have to transfer out of this sch by April . As such, i was never serious about my sch work . I failed almost all my tests and getting straight U's for the first semester .

April came and then i was prepared to withdrew out of jc . But my classmates were the one that retained me . They managed to convince me and so i stayed . I began to tell myself that i have to focus on school work from that day onwards . My grades starts to improve day by day .

By June , i got to know a guy and i started dating . For the first time of my life that i have been so serious over a relationship . Unfortunately, we broke up shortly after two months and ironically a year later , i discovered that i was a third party all along in tht relationship . Perhaps im not the 3rd , maybe the 4th , 8th , or 1000th party . I felt so devastated as i have never been hurt that much throughout my whole life . But it was the exposure to this harsh and cruel truth , that strikes me awake .

For the rest of the year , i worked really hard for almost all my subjects . In particular , chemistry . Mrs lim SC from yishun junior college is the most inspiring teacher I've ever met in my entire life . Her passion for chemistry was so overwhelming that she made me love chemistry as well . When I'm in doubts , she never fail to draw out some free time and conduct consultations with me . When i was feeling down , she never fail to encourage me not to give up . When I was feeling afraid to sit for the Mathematics paper , she was the one who taught me how to study for Math ever though she was a chemistry teacher . She was the one that told me that i studied the wrong way all along and taught me how to study correctly . I could say that my luckiest thing in these 2 yrs was to have her as my teacher , for she had really changed my life . If any juniors from YJC happen to see this post and Mrs lim SC happens to be yr teacher , please cherish her !

Now I would talk about my social connections . Actually i have been in a dilemma over this issue - as to whether i did hang out w the right group of friends . For instance , one of my close friend in my class ... I spent my 2 yrs with you and we end up in the state of today . Inside you , i will never be as important as yr tuition peers or your online friends . Thinking back , i really regretted making friends with you right from the start . Friendship strength between best friends and close friends weakened as well . I was like this ever since i was in secondary school . I never know how to select the right group of friends .

All in all , jc education have ended . And i just hope to live happily for the rest of these 3 months before i collect my results . Maybe god bless that i score A's and B's !
-Angela

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Genting trip :D//Wednesday, December 21, 2011//8:57 PM

Hi all :D , i've just returned from my genting trip . The above photos are taken in Penang , my bro's wedding dinner. Continuing from my last post , oh yeah ! I gt promoted to JC2 . But bad news , im not yet ready for the upcoming block test ;(

I haven completed my holiday homework as well when school is reopening is around 1 week's time . Hmm , i hope god would bless me to suceed in my academics . In addition , I've decided i wanna lose weight :D . I've seen a receipe online and im gonna try it . Tdy is Day1 :D , i weighed just now and i lost 1 kg <3 . Will update you guys again if i'd sucessfully lost 10 kg.

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Moving on w life//Monday, October 31, 2011//3:23 AM

I've cleared my thoughts and decided that i should get over you & start a new life .

I know I'll meet someone better , definitely . Someone like ZHANG HANG RUI ( RAY) <3

Much much more better than you ! (: and will cherish me more ˜

Okay , no worries about me :D , Im'alright already !

A level Chinese is over ~

HOHOHO , i dont need to touch chinese in my life ever again :D !

BUT I will continue watching Chinese dramas ! :D

HOpefully i can pass my promos (:

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The 24th day//Saturday, September 3, 2011//10:19 PM

Today is the official 24th day of breaking up .

Well , i could say i really doubt yr reason for breaking up w me .

But no matter what it is , it doesnt seem to matter anymore .

Right now , Im very clear that I've loved you once before , in my life time at least .

Those Sweet memories will be kept in my heart forever , for me to review , not for you to turn back .

I know that we've reached the ending point and thr wouldnt be a turning point again .

So let bygones be bygones . Maybe you're right , day by day the feeling will fade .

It would be ironic to realise that at the end of the day , that was only infatuation .

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//Monday, August 8, 2011//4:11 AM

我就像是一个没有吃过糖果的小孩。

那种香浓，甜滋滋的口感我至今无法忘怀。

我尝试放弃过，很努力地告诉自己我们并不适合，而我，并没有想象中地爱你。

起初，我以为我办得到，时间一点一滴地流动着，我心里的伤口也跟着一滴一滴流着血。

那种同，是我至今从没有尝试过的，是真的很痛很痛。

我明明知道痛，可却依然不肯放手，老是抓紧你的衣袖不放。

看着手机，我的脑海里浮现出了我们之间的回忆，我打的每个字母，包含着我每一滴的眼泪，你是否感受到了呢？

我不知道你的心是真的向着我，还是别人，可是在这一刻，我可以确定我是真的喜欢你。

我不在乎与你天长地久，我只希望你能关心我一点。

我那小小的心愿，就是希望我们可以像平平凡凡，简简单单的情侣一样。

每天晚上有人打电话给我，有人唱歌给我听，能堂堂正正地当你的女朋友，牵你的手，而不是所谓的地下情。

我的生活已经不可以没有你了，也是这句话听起来可笑，没有你的日子我也活了17年了，可是放下，放弃，真的很痛，我做不到。。。

我只求如果有一天你要离我而去，送一杯望情水给我，让我彻底的忘记你的存在，让一切回到最初的原点。

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//Wednesday, June 15, 2011//11:16 PM

Days went on and weeks crept by .

I finally understood that love couldn't be forced .

The one I've waited for all these years had appeared .

Argh , I couldnt believe that god was that merciful to me .

He's like so perfect in his appearance that i began to feel that i dont deserve him .

But yes , it comes w a price .

Dear is a busy man , im' not very sure what he is busy w precisely .

Due to his busy schedule , i feel kind of left out in his world >.< .

Dear god , would you please grant me more time with him please ?

Tht's one of my biggest wish this yr ;[ .

Dear , if you happen to see this post , dont be upset .

I love you (: .

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MY occupied mind .//Monday, May 23, 2011//8:02 AM

Hello Readers , since i have a few mins to spare , i might as well share a piece of mind with all of you .

Recently , my life became horribly miserable .

2 months and & 7 days ....

I thought i could get over you easily .

But i couldnt bring myself to do it .

Everyday i have been jogging 2.4 km , the main reason that my mind doesn't feel mentally tired was all because of you . Every step i took , you occupied 70% of my mind .

Whenever i saw couples , I thought about you .

Whenever i saw guys that resembles your back view , my mind would sudddenly be bombarded with everything about you .

1 word , 5 letters . That's your name ; was carved deeply at the back of my mind .

Infactuation wasn't easy .

I tried to text you , and every sms you reply i leaked out a smile .

I tried to focus all my attention on my sms to you , because i want to capture your attention such that you will reply .

But sometimes , you just wouldnt reply , and crap some excuses to me ..

I remembered how sad I was the last time when you ignored my last text .

I remembered how fear I was to touch on your name to send you another SMS .

I tried and tried , but why are you still hiding within me ?!

I tried to pacify myself with eye candies in school . Oh yes , they were pleasing .

But I still prefer you .

I tired to so hard to lose weight , to make myself skinny such that i fits into your expectation .

I tried to focus all my attention on dance . Oh yes , every movement i demonstrates reminds me of the time i danced with you .

Every time i do math , I have to box everything about you up and chunk into into one corner of my brain in order to focus .

Obviously , this was a one sided crush .

I didn't knew it was that hard to forget , but yet I lacked the confidence to confess to you .

Well , I think i will never do so .

Everytime i walk on the road , I hope that god bless me that i would not see you holding another girl's hand , because that would drive me to suicide .

So far , god have been kind , to put you in Tampines , and me in Ang Mo Kio .

However , I realised i need to make an important decision .

Should I wait ? 1 year , 2 years or 3 years ? for us to meet upon on a random road again .

or should i give up ? ( but idk how to , readers please guide me through ) . ;[

It was my first time being so attracted to someone , it feels like i have ate a iron and you ate a magnet , pulling me so strongly towards you .

The feeling was just so random and strange ...

Im' sorry readers for posting such a boring post about my personal issue , but i do hope to share w all of you about what i am concerned about now .

Do leave your comments in the text box ! thanks (:

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Thank you and updating .//Wednesday, March 16, 2011//11:04 PM

Hello Readers !

Thank you very much for reading my blog :D .

To start with , JC was quite tough .

STUDY STUDY & STUDY everyday .

Oh , Im'sry bt i feel tht these is the only place where i can reveal my true feelings .

Pardon me if i gets too naggy ! :P

Managed to clinch my 1st filming job last sunday !

It was filmed at timberlux warehouse ( opp hotel mirama ) .

Woke up 4am , get dressed and reach there by 6.45am .

Oh god , i reach too early ! Suppose to report by 7.15am .

Hahah , so i sat in the bus stop staring into blank air ˜

Tick tick tock tock ~time flies !

Den filled up some form . and put on eyeliner & makeup .

Met some other Models from my company too :D .

Mostly guys , it was like a Hip hop "Party ".

I made friends with them shortly .

However , sadly , we are only background figures for those scenes ;[ .

Bt nvm , at least we had fun ! :D

Basically just need to act "High"and scream and anyhow dance .

There was also a rain machine . Soaked ˜

Bt anw , I gt to met this guy . Quite handsome luh .

I suppose he won't be viewing this blog tht's why im saying this . :X

Managed to become good friends with him , we exchanged no .

I've been texting him for the past few days consecutively .

However , he didnt replied since last night .

Erm , idk how to describe it .

But I felt empty in my heart w/o his entertainment yet i dare nt take the initiative to text another SMS .

Bt is alright , Hope tht i will get over it soon .

Oh , took some photos recently too .

I realised i've change quite a lot since sec 1 ? ( if you bother to click on "HISTORY 2007 ")

Hahah , great ! I think i look horrible last time . :X

Anw , live is YJC is great at the same time too .

Just came back from BINTAN level camp .

I could say the class is very well bonded by now luh [; .

Lastly , I lovee my classmates ! :D .

Anw , I do appreaciate you guys for reading my blog .

Thank you very much for those compliments !

Hahah , i also have no idea where you can find good writers too .

Bt thanks for the tag !

Tht's all . Happy March Holidays ! :D

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RESULTS//Friday, January 28, 2011//6:26 AM

Heyhey people [; .

Well , curious about my O'level results ?

Hahah , actually i didnt did tht well .

Can't tell you specifically ~unless you ask me in person :X .

Bt was posted to Singapore poly .

Lol , games design & development .

Of course , i woke up complaining all th' way ~.

Rush down to appeal .

Second day of jae appeal ( Ytd), i gt in Yjc . (;

I could only say it Wasnt tht bad as i 've thought ?

But hor i ALMOST cried today .

Their HOD science department dont allow me to take Biology .

Cause I've no biology background . ;[

Not even H1 !

They said no matter how hard i work for my biology H1 , they would nv promote me to a biology H2 .

So bad hor ? ;[ , my dream was bashed by them . ( tht explains my tears )

So in the end i chose H2 physics , h2 chemistry , h2 Maths & H1 history .

Hopefully can get in ~ . ;[

Well , thr's no more light ahead of me .

I dont knw whr i want to go aft jc .

My dream was destroyed . :'[

Haiz , nvm . Long way for me to think ~.

btw , orientation was fun .

Esp the yjc dance [: .

Did it with a JC2 OGL girl , lol she super high . ;D

Nevertheless , it was fun .

Lalala , my NOLIFE life is abt to begin soon .

Im so afraid tht I couldnt cope in JC !

Lord Jesus , do bless me do well in all my subjects ?

Esp , General Paper . Thank you Father .

Amen .

Anw , Im'very happy tht someone actually appreciates my blogpost ;D .

Okay , BYEBYE !

Happy CNY ~ .

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//Friday, December 24, 2010//9:14 PM

Oh god .

It's Christmas !

&& it's time to

-lose weight

-get a new phone

-stay out whole night

-more freedom

-&&& many other stuffs to do .

Hahah , ytd was fun + horrible .

My roller coaster Christmas .

I didnt went for church ,

instead i went Marina sq .

went in kbox . Keep taking photos .

Lol , den we sang :D .

Mostly Genie zhuo's songs (: .

Buffet dinner ;[ ( although it taste good )

den gt chase out at 10.30pm .Haven even finish my last song - DongJie

went out of Marina Square .

Wow , fantastic Scenary . :D .

Walk all the way to Marina bay .

Sat on the Platform near the water .

The Seabreeze was super cooling .

&& leaning on geok mooi's bony back , counting the 3 stars above me .

Sat thr all the way to 1.30am . :D .

Finally gt up and walk back .

Super tired by then . Took N6

Busdriver told me will drop amk .

In the end only Pass by ˜

The bus went round & round Marina Bay to Orchard , to YCK , to Hougang , Sengkang , and Finally he drop me at Punggol . ;[

Me & dardar was lost .

Crazily hailing for cab .

&& at this moment my phone drop -.-

BIGBIG Scratch .

Arghhhh !!! Xintong sia !

Mins ltr , finally gt on a cab .

Drove dardar to mrt station . & drop me at my block aft tht .

argh , alr 4am + when i reach home .

Yeah , will post photos ltr on :D .

Keep on awaiting ~

;'[ My e72 !

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